It's a new day. A new era of my life. It's also 2 AM and I'm very fucking tired. Of course I can't sleep, though, as a result of my pre-moving jitters. I've worked so much and so hard to get to where I am today, and I couldn't be happier. I can't help but be the raging fag I'm capable of being and quoting a one Miss Jennifer Lopez-Anthony:"It's time to brave. Say I'm not afraid. Not anymore...I'm not afraid. As the light of day straight into a cave to show me the way...Now I might be safe. I'm turning the page...I am brave."
It's sooo gay but honestly it's how I feel. I feel like I can do anything, and anything is exactly what I plan on doing. It's scary and exciting to think about how I don't really know what happens now. I mean, of course, my O.C.D.-a.s.s. has my goals. But things are obviously going to happen that are out of my hands. For the first time in my life, I feel like a man. Now if only I could only convince the rest of the world (and strangers who call me thinking I'm a woman when they hear my off-guard "hello?") that I actually AM a man... I digress.
I keep interweb-dating and so far, through all of the tireless letdowns (on their part, of course,) there have actually been one or two promising candidates for your affection.
I'm excited about The Cop, and he seems really interested as well from all the texts he sends me, but he JUST went on a 3 month leave and left for a vacation to California. UGH!
Then there's the Asian Med Student.
who is very cute and seems to have a very good head on his shoulders, but of course I get paranoid over any stretch of silence, and it has now been 3 days that he hasn't tried to get ahold of me. Maybe he's just on call...Either way, all these (two) boys I "meet," I don't have tremendous hopes for because, after all, your "looking for:" does say "friendship" and friendship only. But I digress.....
